Home in bed

Well it seems my past just keeps following me. I have had problems with my neck/throat for 10+ years now. Thanks to a fabulous day in band. Yes that was sarcasm. This weekend i spent Saturday in College Station for the equestrian match..not feeling good at all...but thanks to advil got through it. Then Sunday i spent pretty much the whole day in bed. Now monday i'm at home in bed. I'm waiting for 2:15 to get here so i can see the doctor...but not that i haven't heard the same diagnosis for 10 years. They will want to hear the story from the beginning...tell about the surgery...and then be a bit perplexed prescribe the same old drugs and that will be that. a few months later the same symptoms will present themselves again. or they will stick a needle in my neck extract fluid and analyze only to come back with....YOU'RE Healthy! Let me tell you...this is not healthy! I can't really talk or move my head or swallow. my neck is swollen and you can't really see my left jaw bone any more. it's like someone implanted a baseball in my neck. LOVELY don't you think! Luckily i have a great husband how will cater to my ever needs! He's been so great this whole weekend. I even think browning senses something is wrong. he really hasn't left my side since jared left this morning. so hopefully i can get over this soon...cause work is very busy right now to say the least.